Depression In The Bed

Laying in my bed. Feeling like quicksand. Sinking into the sheets. And the pillows follow. Dark thoughts and swirling stars. Monsters have moved from underneath the bed to the corners of my mind. Looking down I see a depression left in the bed. Just an impression of my former self.   Header Photo Credit to... Continue Reading →

Late Night Anxiety

The Moon is out. The air is cold. The silence is all around us. It holds us still. We see our breath dance in the air. A cloud of hopes and fears and dreams. The cold is bound to our bones. We stand in silence. The world is too big. We are too small. Everything... Continue Reading →

Haunted Life

Haunted by a restless spirit. One that drains the happiness and corrupts the thoughts. It keeps the curtains drawn and the world dark. It's a shadow that clings to it host, holding it down. It makes joy taste empty and sadness filling. It poisons the mind and keeps it weak. The spirit keeps the host... Continue Reading →

Numb

Sitting here with just my thoughts. My breathing. In. Out. In. Out. Not wanting to do or be. Just a wallflower. Clinging. Clinging to life. Clinging to anything. Feeling numb. Not feeling. Just stuck in the background screaming. Silent. No motivation. No ambition. No way out. No feeling in my fingers or toes. Numb from... Continue Reading →

Spiraling

It's kind of funny how a good day can become a bad day. Like you can be having a fine day. And then it becomes bad. Out of nowhere. I'll be sitting at home. By myself. Not doing anything. Then my mind will start thinking. Overthinking. I'll start thinking about my day and start thinking... Continue Reading →

Thinking About Rain

Sitting under the water's surface. Looking up and seeing small droplets of rain hit the surface. Little pattern of rings dancing above you. Waiting for someone to pick you up. Staring out at the rain as it hits the blacktop. The low drum of it hitting the rooftop fills your ears. Camping in the woods.... Continue Reading →

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