Wrapping my arms around myselfTrying to keep all the pieces together.The pressureThe only thing keeping me whole.Teeth clenched and lip closed.Worried I’ll open my mouth and it will all spill out. Header Photo Credit to Pexels.comhttps://www.pexels.com/photo/photo-of-woman-sitting-on-floor-3007355/
Negative Headspace
Lying on my bed. Listening to the heavy raindrops hitting against the window. A usual calming sound brings anxiety. Relaxation brings only restlessness. Energy only leads to exhaustion. Too many thoughts plague my mind. Lonely thoughts keep me from reaching out. I'm fine I repeat to myself, unconvincingly. I'm fine just living in this negative... Continue Reading →
A Quieter World
Everyone is stuck inside looking out. Distanced from one another. Public squares are empty. Schools empty. Restaurants empty. All very quiet. Trapped inside our own homes. Stuck with our thoughts. Our anxieties. News blasting loud. Fear and blood by the bucketful. Please, make it quiet. Washing our hands. Humming to ourselves to count the seconds.... Continue Reading →
Late Night Anxiety
The Moon is out. The air is cold. The silence is all around us. It holds us still. We see our breath dance in the air. A cloud of hopes and fears and dreams. The cold is bound to our bones. We stand in silence. The world is too big. We are too small. Everything... Continue Reading →
Weekly Blog June 10th, 2018: The Stupid Side of Your Brain
National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255 Hello Internet! I just want to forewarn everyone that we are going to be talking about some heavy subjects in today's Weekly Blog. These are things that have been said before and will probably be said in the future, but it will be a slight deviation from the regular Weekly... Continue Reading →
Spiraling
It's kind of funny how a good day can become a bad day. Like you can be having a fine day. And then it becomes bad. Out of nowhere. I'll be sitting at home. By myself. Not doing anything. Then my mind will start thinking. Overthinking. I'll start thinking about my day and start thinking... Continue Reading →