Lying in my bed again. I’m watching the shadows dance across the ceiling, As cars drive by outside my window. I feel myself entering the valley of despair. Wondering what’s going to be on the other side for me, Wondering what I'm going to be, What I'll give up and leave behind. Wish I had... Continue Reading →
Another tragedy has hit the airwaves. Blood and tears echo thoughts and prayers. How much can we take? Are we past the breaking point? The corporations sell us the cure as a monthly subscription plan. All to bandage the gaping wound that they caused. Set the planet ablaze just to feel something. As the vision... Continue Reading →
Let me dream through the nightmares. Let me endure through the pain. Let me remember the good times and the laughs that we shared there. Let me resist the hollowness growing inside and the desire to give up. Let me find space, safety, and warmth. Let me see the light shining overhead again. Let me... Continue Reading →
A lonesome soul. Watching the wayward water droplets race against the window glass. Wrapped up in a blanket of darkness and stars. Do not believe the deceiver living in your brain. Even as their words get harder to ignore. They add pressure to your chest. Midnight thoughts bleed into the sunrise. Usually the light is... Continue Reading →
Laying down on my bed, staring up. Too hard to get up and move. Feeling crushed by the loneliness. Even the quiet is too overwhelming. Paralyzed by choice. Paralyzed by the demons in my sleep. Brain overworking is causing brain fog. Can't see through it. Can't think - through it. Deep breaths and white noise.... Continue Reading →
Wrapping my arms around myselfTrying to keep all the pieces together.The pressureThe only thing keeping me whole.Teeth clenched and lip closed.Worried I’ll open my mouth and it will all spill out. Header Photo Credit to Pexels.comhttps://www.pexels.com/photo/photo-of-woman-sitting-on-floor-3007355/
A savage beating.Unrelenting fists collide.Leaving you fighting for a breath. Coming after you again and again.Leaving nothing but bruises.Deep scars left all over the body. Every day a struggle against life and it's every attack.Piling on top of you without hesitation.But yet you still endure. Every attack leaves you exhausted.But just like Captain America, you... Continue Reading →
You'll get it next time.It's right around the corner.The next opportunity, the next thing. The silver lining keeps getting promised butThere are only dark storm clouds in sight.How long can I carry on. Just keep holding on.Just a little bit longer.Life keeps pulling that football away. Just keep falling for the same old tricks.Never learning.Always... Continue Reading →
Lying on my bed. Listening to the heavy raindrops hitting against the window. A usual calming sound brings anxiety. Relaxation brings only restlessness. Energy only leads to exhaustion. Too many thoughts plague my mind. Lonely thoughts keep me from reaching out. I'm fine I repeat to myself, unconvincingly. I'm fine just living in this negative... Continue Reading →
Laying in my bed. Feeling like quicksand. Sinking into the sheets. And the pillows follow. Dark thoughts and swirling stars. Monsters have moved from underneath the bed to the corners of my mind. Looking down I see a depression left in the bed. Just an impression of my former self. Header Photo Credit to... Continue Reading →
Allen The Writer 