Lonesome

A lonesome soul. Watching the wayward water droplets race against the window glass. Wrapped up in a blanket of darkness and stars. Do not believe the deceiver living in your brain. Even as their words get harder to ignore. They add pressure to your chest. Midnight thoughts bleed into the sunrise. Usually the light is... Continue Reading →

Hollow Victory

You stand upon the mountain top. Foes vanquished. A bloody sword in your hand. A trail of bodies behind you. The destruction you have left behind is vast. But you are a conqueror. You won. You made it. But the angels do not sing your praises. The devils around your feet do not cheer. The... Continue Reading →

Overwhelmed

Laying down on my bed, staring up. Too hard to get up and move. Feeling crushed by the loneliness. Even the quiet is too overwhelming. Paralyzed by choice. Paralyzed by the demons in my sleep. Brain overworking is causing brain fog. Can't see through it. Can't think - through it. Deep breaths and white noise.... Continue Reading →

Lonely Thoughts

Shouting out to the universe,Demanding an audience.Things have to start getting better,Or else it’s just another day wasted.Trying to convince the universe,Or should I start with convincing myself?So hard to move mountains,With this weight upon my chest.  Can’t make the universe play nice,When I’m fighting with myself.Lying in bed, head spinning,Trying to assure myself that... Continue Reading →

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