Lying in my bed again. I’m watching the shadows dance across the ceiling, As cars drive by outside my window. I feel myself entering the valley of despair. Wondering what’s going to be on the other side for me, Wondering what I'm going to be, What I'll give up and leave behind. Wish I had... Continue Reading →
It’s two am when I sink deepest into bed. Toss and turn as my thoughts swirl and leave me teetering. I should be sleeping. But instead I spend time worrying. The quiet night calms me at first. But when the silence doesn’t hold, my thoughts get loud. Too loud. I get my loneliest at 2AM.... Continue Reading →
Laying down on my bed, staring up. Too hard to get up and move. Feeling crushed by the loneliness. Even the quiet is too overwhelming. Paralyzed by choice. Paralyzed by the demons in my sleep. Brain overworking is causing brain fog. Can't see through it. Can't think - through it. Deep breaths and white noise.... Continue Reading →
Late night wandering.While still lying in bed.Mind racing.Heart just trying to keep up. Thinking of you.Thinking of us.Wishing on every star in the night.Hoping you are watching the sky and thinking of me. The night is quiet.But my heartbeat is in my ears.When will I will fall asleep?So I can see you in the morning.... Continue Reading →
Minutes go by. Even the digital clock is ticking and tocking. It's telling you to go to sleep. You should have been asleep hours ago. But you lay there not moving. Forcing yourself to go to sleep. Just close your eyes. Please let me sleep you scream inside your head. The room is hot and... Continue Reading →
Hello Internet! I come to you at the late hours of the night...or early hours of the morning depending on how you look at this. Before I get too far into the subject of this week's Weekly Blog, I first want to thank you all for all your support this week. This week was of... Continue Reading →
Allen The Writer 